Hi Musti
I am so sorry to read this I hate racism in any form and agree with the helpful comments that many of us from the UK do not share these awful opinions, there have been some very good suggestions which I hope you find helpful, my husband and I are from Wales, UK, we haven't lived here long but most people are lovely, it's such a shame you've been exposed to this ugly side, we are not part of an urbanisation so not sure i can add any further advice, really hope you find some kindness and support, Net